Art Totality

Edited 3/29/2025:    By sharing I hope someone might find something that helps them along this crazy journey called life. Love is one of the most beautiful things that we are all capable of. When your heart opens you radiate joy.   You have an amazing vibration.   That is the best way I know how to describe love.   It is very powerful and is a connection to everything. For many years, I was closed, afraid of getting hurt. Control freak might have been an understatement. EVERYONE has a story. EVERYONE has their own reason for why they might be closed. Your perception is your world and sometimes that world is not a pretty place. The most beautiful thing to realize is YOU have a choice. But you must do the work. During my time of despair is when I found strength. My heart was exposed…I no longer had the strength nor that ability to protect it. Amazing and beautiful people then stepped in, or were they always there and I just did not notice?   I found my ...

           Oh my gosh, my heart is racing when I see that the one and only Keanu Reeves likes 4 of my Instagram photos, back-to-back.  Thinking to myself, "Keanu, you are so adorable.  Your brown dreamy eyes, long dark hair, and the rugged look you have is so mysterious."  Every moment from the first like, I am consumed with thoughts about how great our life would be if he got to know me.  "Private jet rides, exquisite dinners, luxurious gifts.  Our life together would be so passionate, full of possibilities."        Within one day of liking my photos comes the request to follow me.  I am so elated at all the possibilities that I jump up and down.  "Heck yeah, he will love me, right?", I think to myself as I dreamily listen to my audio book.  Then he asks, "How is your weekend going and sends me a virtual rose."  My response is this, NOTHING.  Really people, did you think I be...